"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder"

when i type down that line here, what comes in my mind is not only about the physical. but more about the inside. sometimes, it's about the way we look at ourselves, how we pass judgement to ourselves, etc.

:: Everything // Alanis Morrissette ::

lately, i dont feel pretty at all. with all of these problems and negative thoughts running back and forth, occupying my mind, really made me look low at myself. i'm not suppose to act like i am today, i'm not suppose to think about me as i am today. i feel so reversible from the real me! and the truth is, i dont know what it takes to earn back my real me. i always think that it takes another person to give back my self-secure, but well, as we all can see, nobody want to take that particular role in my life. so i guess, once again, i should take over. but then, if i take over, i'll have no sensitivity in anything anymore. i need my God more than ever.